Insulting

you used to say I was sexy
you can keep that sexy big arse and lose the rest
you used to love me and used to feel loved
It felt so good when you was nice to me why did you stop?
when your love left I felt you so cold nasty even
insults disguised as teasing instead of loving words
there was more of me to love, you found more to be repulsed by
I did not mind the affectionate teasing, didn't mind you calling me a loon
the retard insults served to shatter my world
no wonder I turned to insults myself I learnt well from you
maybe I am the only person not laughing, just a silent cry instead