2006

whilst I was analysing everyone around me and retreating into my obessessions
Whilst I was smoking vast amounts of weed and searching for myself
I forgot;
to watch my favourite soaps
to stopped watching movies on my own
to watch the news
to read papers
to read novels
what happened last year?
I know what happened to me
It was a fatastic year a rollercoaster ride inside my head
I had lots of fun being myself so why did I get ill?
Why have people turned their backs?
What have I done wrong?
Why will they not let me be who I am?
I will be who I am but its hard to be alone
Do I pretend to be normal or mentally ill?
No one will except me for who I am